Maya found her inner GAGA

A few weeks ago I had an assessment in college. It was my last project to do so I was very excited. My joy was multiplied by the fact, that I could create any Avant Garde look for photoshoot and get my inspiration from anywhere. Meaning I am in full charge of hair, make-up, styling and photography. That is my dream.
Me loving beauty and seeing something wonderful in everyone i started thinking. Where do I get inspiration from. But more importantly, who will be my model? Oh I know!!! I know!!! Maya! My gorgeous crazy mate. From there on inspiration was easy. As I though of Avant Garde I just saw her face. Her unusual face full of genius ideas. Lady Gaga ladies and gents!

Blues... Purples... and all the rest

I have been totally obsessing over trying different colored lipsticks. Something new everyday. I guess it started when my closet turned into black whole and my OOTDs became repetitive and monochromatic. I needed something interesting to break the boredom.
If you know anything about me, it is that I am not afraid of crazy lips.

 This color might not be too crazy or out there but belongs into my favorites at the moment. I remember looking at myself last year, as I put purple lipstick on and thinking 'wow , that is very vibrant'. These days I can' t leave the house without it. I means LOVE.

I combine two loves together. It is this gorgeous purple from last years collection for COLLECTION you can find in superdrug and plum lipgloss from NEWLOOK. It is gorgeous. It isnt too shiny, but defo not matte. It has creamy texture but not sticky at all.
As I said.. LOVE.

What are you obsessed with these days? Have you tried that grey color trend? I bought a lipgloss in grey and love it. Still have to find an event to wear it to though.

Until next time, keep safe and live your life to the fullest
xoxo
DeniVev :*

Happy Weekends Yall

 One of my happiest weekends last month has most definitely been the one, when one of my besties came to visit. The hardest thing to do when moving to foreign country is leaving everyone else behind. All the family and friends that stayed in my hometown. I am very lucky to have people so close to my cheesy little hard and it was really hard to go away from them. I don' t believe in good-byes. I never say those words to people I love and know I will see again. Ever. Even if I was to take a break from them for good year I WILL only say 'See you later'. Especially my best friends.
Timi is one of those I know I will never get out of my life. She came in as we started high school and got stuck. For that reason I am more then happy to see her whenever we can.

The other week she came to visit out lovely windy city of Liverpool. Now for someone who has been used to life in London, where she spent her summer, this wasn' t very exciting. That much better was time we spent together. We made sure to have fun no matter what. Oh and we sure went shopping way too many times. Too many. Ask my bank account if you don' t trust me.

This is a lifestyle and fashion blog. Yes! For the lifestyle part I don' t think there is anything about Liverpool I haven' t mentioned yet. We seen all the must check spots and I had to take Timi to Nandos as she ha never been and I am still kind of obsessed with.
As far as the fashion goes, you have to keep it casual at day time. Wearing anything but pants at this time of a year is as risky as going roller coasters in A-line skirt. Risk of having Marylin Monroe moment in front of everyone and anyone. I actually love how we sort of ended up matching. That is something I never thought would happen as our styles are pretty different.

My OOTD: Jeans- New Look, Jacket- TK Maxx, Shirt- Primark, Bag- H&M, shoes- Primark, Sunnies- Steve Madden
Simple jeans, chucks, cross body bag, leather and top combination is priceless. Combining all the must haves of any typical white chick.

Timi's OOTD: shoes- Converse, Jeans- H&M, Jacket- Bershka, Scarf- H&M, Bag- C&A. Very Zoella, don' t you think?

There is nothing better then finding a little bag that is out of your way and won' t annoy you when moving, but also stores all your musts. we both went for slightly different styles. I used it as main accent point and Timi did just little subtle but useful way.

What do you consider happy weekend? Do you have any routine or just wing it? Oh and have you ever been to Liverpool?

Until next time, keep safe and live your life to the fullest

xoxo

DeniVev :*

Those Few Nice Days

My posts seem so sad and depressive and extremly stressed lately. If I even publish them haha. I know! I am not as miserable as it might seem though guys. Trust me! Need a prove? I know my mum does on daily bases. haha. 

Here is a little vlog I did over a week ago when my friend came to visit. Was loads fun so hope you will enjoy our awkward selfs.

And a few more posts will be up featuring Timi soon so keep your eyes ready.
Until next time, keep safe and live your life to the fullest.
xoxo
DeniVev :*

Harder each day aka Deni rumbles. Again.

Life gets complicated. Harder and harder with every new day. Older I get more I realize this. I always knew that being grown up and all will be rough. I mean of course those eye bags under everyone's eyes meant trouble. I was getting myself in trouble. We all are. There is no normal or easy way to go around this. Its natural process. Sometimes it feels like somebody up there is playing a joke on us and one day I will wake up and our God or Goddess will say its all been just a test. Exam for strongest individuals. And price is an easier, happier or even healthier life. Wouldn't that be fantastic?

Talking bout exams. I had to take a few in last couple of weeks and let me tell you, those people over there making them must be high. The rules get weirder each year. We get questions we don't even understand. I know the point is to see if your brain even works right, but can somebodys mind have certain capacity? How much can one remember before running out of space. I daily feel like a little notification 'storage running low' will pop right across my forehead.We take in so many information each day. Wish I could just select what is going to stay there and what I am going to trash. I would honestly bin most of the things my brain deals with every day...

We would have so much nicer and care free type of life. I have too many people around me that I let close. I am also easy to effect so if you are having a bad day, high chances are that my day is going to get worst too. If you feel down my empathy is going to kick in and imma feel flippin down. Like seriously. My mood is going to drop it low! But if I had a chance of selecting what I let into my brain I wouldnt get these moods, now would I? Easier life!

I dont even know what I am rumbling bout over here. But try to think about this? What if there really is just someone playing a joke on us. I mean we probably have a whole script wrote down. Every step we take or will take is written down and we are just dolls in somebodys playhouse. Barely getting by.

Think haha.
Or don't! Give yourself a break boo!

Until next time, keep safe and live your life to the fullest.
xoxo
DeniVev :*

Good or trouble

I have always been the good kid. Never in trouble. Always did as mummy said. As far she knew anyways and even if I did misbehaved it has never been something she wouldn' t laugh at today. I did have a lot of after school activities to keep me away from trouble. Now that I am an adult and can pretty much do as I decide, I still have that voice inside my head. Something telling me to get away from trouble as much as possible. This doesn' t happen to many of us though does it?

Obsessing

I have been trying to find the new me and combining things I like lately. But I love so much I dont know how to combine all of it no more haha. In a shortcut you can see here a taste of things that influence me and ehm.. well I dont think I am doing my best yet haha.

 Its all simple and mix of heels with sneakers but I can never figure out my hair do. I am bit limited with this bob I got I guess.
What is your inspiration these days? What is your source when you are struggling?

Until next time, keep safe and live your life to the fullest
xoxo
DeniVev :*

I rumble. A lot

Inner Peace. What a great thing. You don't know what it is? Good...me neither. I am one of those, constantly nervous, stressed or annoyed people. Yes of course I like getting little piece of calm and I love trying to relax myself. Yet I always have little voice in me trying to keep me on my toes.
This is something even my boyfriend brought to my attention. We were barely dating back then and he said, he never actually saw me calm and properly chilled.
How can one do that though? With so much happening around all of us, how can one be really down to earth calm. Not dead kind of chilled. Like you still care -and breath- but you couldn' t actually give less shit.
But then, yeah I guess this little thing called -love- is able to make you feel little better. As if you forgot bout everything that happened that day. To make this little cheesier, that is what having my man around feels like. It doesn't necessarily always relaxes me or calms me down. It makes me forget. He makes me forget. Is that the key to inner peace then? Forgetting bout things that trouble you? Makes sense like.

For example I do have some stuff happening now, bit too personal for me to write bout them. This weekend we went for a night time date to town. Drinks and chat. Sweet sugary looks. Sunday spent by going for little road trip. I only thought of my trouble like twice and that was us trying to solve it. Other then that I felt like a happy little girl. Wow is that what love feels like? I never knew it was so powerful. Am I getting too cheesy now? Oh well.

Anyways, how are you guys? All good? I know this was pretty rumble today. I just felt like writing and this is what came out. Haha. Well thank you if you made it all the way here. What other rumble would you like me to do?
Until next time, keep safe and live your life to the fullest.
xoxo
DeniVev :*

Show her around

My mum visited the other day. First time. It was her first time in the UK, in Liverpool, on the beach, in my house, meeting my boyfriend, eating at Nandos, shopping at Primark etc. A lot has gone down in her 4 day stay. Was funny, weird, we were happy and also sad. Was great over all.
I had to snap as much of it all as I could. And you know me. I am not the one to let all of this go to waste, so this is where I' ll properly bomb you with my photo diary. Enjoy.

 What do you think about Liverpool? Have you ever visited? Personaly I am getting bored. Very bored. Wish there was more to do or places to visit.

 I' ll be back to proper blogging soon. Don' t worry.
Love
Until next time, keep safe and live your life to the fulest
xoxo
DeniVev

Today in a shortcut

Not every day of your life will turn out the way you want it to. That is obvious. Everyone knows that. But we all have those days when nothing goes by a plan yet you are still busy as a motherf*cker and there isn' t much that could surprise you anymore. Today was one of those. All of my plans have been canceled or rescheduled, I still had 100 things to sort out  and I got completely lost in time so by almost 4 o clock I still didn' t have a single toast to eat. What a life haha. 

Yea, adulthood and responsibilities suck. But as Rag' n Bone sings: Some people have the real problemsss....! I am really not one to cry yet honestly. And as he also sings : I' m only human after all. So I need to give it a break haha.

No moaning allowed. Well. I am a natural moaner so slight bit should be okay. Right?! haha
So the day really consisted of sending out CVs, boring but important phone calls, making schedules, groceries shopping, freezing, more calls, more CVs and a lot of music. Not much you can write about to be fair.

But hey, I just did. I wrote bout my boring ass life. I guess that is one thing I got good at.
How are you keeping yourself on top of things. Does it get easier?

Until next time, keep safe and live your life to the fullest
xoxo
DeniVev :*

My dream

I dream. I am a dreamer. Anyone close to me knows that. Or anyone reading my blog for that matter. One of my favorite things to picture in my head is my future house. HOME. I had a talk about this with someone special. What home actually means. It isn' t necessarily a place. Nothing you can touch. It is about a feeling someone can give you. Attachment, Peace, Happiness....
I still do have a bit of a materialist in me though. There are things that make all that magical feeling a person gives you seem right. For me its mix of materials. Anything that makes you feel warmer around your closest. That includes light. Well what if I just show you. I actually found this place that looks absolutely perfect. Space I can imagine myself all loved up with someone special.